[FleetsidePaul]

I'm on Facebook. Although I rarely go there. I mostly did it to keep track of what my kids were up to. But they unfriended me. I guess they didn't want me to know. Fair enough. I didn't tell my parents a lot of stuff that I did. Quite a lot. So I get it.

But I did get back in touch with people that I hadn't seen or talked to in years. Which was great. My ex girlfriend for instance.

There was never any hard feelings between us. She left because I was screwing up. And I don't blame her. I really was screwing up and I knew it. She gave me chances. And finally gave up. It was all my fault. She tried. I didn't.

And 30+ years later we are still friends. She's an angel.

But I look at her. I see pictures of her and feel it. Sorrow... The one that got away. I let her slip though my fingers with my own stupidity even though I was madly in love with her. And I guess I still am.

I guess a broken heart never goes away. Even if you caused it.